i never expected this will happen again.. i told my self to control but i couldn’t.. i toLd myself to stop. but i can’t.. this feeling is really buggin’ me out.. i, as a lady promise to give my love on the person who is worthy of it.. one mistake is enough.. YET, i found myself been fooled again.. and how could it get worse? i found myself alone.. even if he was still there.or he still existed in my life.. if i could just let myself be stupid, i would probably rewind time and let him know how angry i am for what he has done really hurt me.. but i just couldn’t do it.. as you can read at my profile.. I DON’T PUT GRUDGE to the people who hurt or is trying to hurt me.. they say," pangakig ka bala! amu na na gin himo sa imo!" duh!…"abi nyo nami mangakig?, madamo pa na wrinkles ko karon.." he knows that what he has done WAS REALLY WRONG.. d b? And i know God will do something about it..(i’m sure!) i don’t how or what.. but i know God has a plan for me.. like i said, SOMEDAY…… they were the persons i never expected to hurt me.. despite of what i’ve done.?how can they bareLy imagine to do suCh things to a lady who can only do is to love them? i can’t promise not to love again.. of course that would be a lie.. BUT what i’m promising is.. to wait..If it’s time then so be it….never rush on things… i have my family, my CREW and my friends who i can lean on… and i think that would be enough for me to stand again…!