is wat i need..i need to know why? i need to know how..fOr i just gotta know..i have to..why i’m having this sLeepless nights yet i’m telling them i had a good sLeep..why i’m cRying everytime i think of it and yet i’m telling them i don’t..y i get so weak wen it comes to this..yet i toLd myseLf that i’m strong..y i am in pain ryt now But i aLways pretend that i’m not..i have to know why i am feeLing this way..this pain is kiLLing me and really buggin’ me out..i need to know why.. to soLve this puzzLe in me..i know i can buT i’m just too weak to try..i gave it oL yet i can’t get the fact that it’s gone..i am now..what people is telling me.hopeLess?.i thought i’m not..Lately i’ve been anaLyzing things..i try to hIde my emotions..but suCh things just simpLy remind me on something..or mayBe on someone..can somebody tell me if it’s over now??i need someone brave enough to tell me..to be frank in me that things ain’t going nice..i have to face what this worLd is giving me..gOod or bAd..still, i have too..if it compLetes other peopLe lives..then y it ain’t compLete me??..i need tym to know..if it takes me a month..a year or whatsoever..i’LL wait..if this will make me atLeast be compLete or hapPy..i’LL wait..if i’LL know the answer..I’LL WAIT..i am convicted from this..it seems that i am far from what i wanted to be..is it time to Let go??to be totally aLone in this worLd?..if this is what people telling me that i shouLd feel..then this things doesn’t fit me at aLL..i’ve tried..but i know to myseLf that i didn’t do that hard..because i’m still having this pain in me..i spent asking myseLf a Lot of questions..Questions that Can heLp me to be atLeast happY..what i’m feeLing ryt now is totaLLy mixed up..